Helpless To Myself

Today i m sad....feel helpless to myself..

Y he just cant understand me?

I know he is just care me...Try to protect me...

But...Izit i always a children in his eyes?

Y we cant just protect together protect each other?

Y he cant just believe me... Although wat i like to do, 1 of his 'don like'

everything gone...of course i can choose to not bother tat, but i cant...

what he feel i just cant ignored....

Yes, i care him

But....

I have let go what i like....

I m i gonna to do???

Gosh....donno how to explain my feeling!!!

Sometimes, i believe that everything sure have 2 side...n must be balance...

but in this case, suddenly feel tat not everything is cant be balance 1...

sure got 1 side will to be let go or get hurt...

Yyy??

This unfair...

I don wan to argue anymore....really....

because it makes me feel life no direction....no meaning...

but nobody knows tat...

All i required is only your support....

I have wrong, you maybe right ; sometimes i have right too, don forget u might have fault too...

I never tell, people never ask ; I never say, people never care...

(pain~~~From my heart)

P.s : Babe, u know i always love u....T.T