Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Helpless To Myself

Today i m sad....feel helpless to myself..
Y he just cant understand me?
I know he is just care me...Try to protect me...
But...Izit i always a children in his eyes?
Y we cant just protect together protect each other?
Y he cant just believe me... Although wat i like to do, 1 of his 'don like'
everything gone...of course i can choose to not bother tat, but i cant...
what he feel i just cant ignored....
Yes, i care him
But....
I have let go what i like....
I m i gonna to do???
Gosh....donno how to explain my feeling!!!
Sometimes, i believe that everything sure have 2 side...n must be balance...
but in this case, suddenly feel tat not everything is cant be balance 1...
sure got 1 side will to be let go or get hurt...
Yyy??
This unfair...
I don wan to argue anymore....really....
because it makes me feel life no direction....no meaning...
but nobody knows tat...
All i required is only your support....
I have wrong, you maybe right ; sometimes i have right too, don forget u might have fault too...
I never tell, people never ask ; I never say, people never care...
(pain~~~From my heart)

P.s : Babe, u know i always love u....T.T

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I m a Shopaholic

Today wat a boring day...
Is time to add something to Blogger!!
Yea...
I love shopping so much..
Yesterday go shopping with Junior, Junior's fren (not very recognize) and Moon..
We go Prangin Mall at 1st...
Lolx.. The first time i wear dress go out kia kia..hehe
( Doesn't mean i din have dress before, just i long time din wear le.. )
kekz..


( Of course I wear the dress only la..
Tat long pant inside is testing in a fitting room in Queensbay Mall )
Hehez...

Talk about long pant..
Me start kek qi liao...
Dono wat college lai de lo..
Start make the rule tat all students have to wear long pant to college everyday...
OMG...can dowan ma??
For person who like to wear short pant likes me, just call me fall from heaven to hell...
Sumore have to waste money to buy pants...
Well... Yesterday i had shop ones...
Tu... Pant in above pic.. kekez
Hope i won't regret for it...
( cos i always feel tat wearing long pant will make me looks fat )
T.T


In the journey..
I also had take lot of pics... ( Here comes the 'CC' [camera crazy] )




( Lolx.. Taking picture with hugging Junior puppy doll...This puppy so cute...)
I'm Loving It...




We had our brunch (breakfast+lunch) at Wong Kok Restaurant ( Prangi Mall )
Have lunch also take pic?? Really crazy ha... lolx

Then next destination....Queensbay Mall
Yesterday, Saturday--weekend ma hor...
( Everyone plz stay at home rest ma... Today, Sunday ka come out shopping ma...)
Hehez..
The parking lo...Full till u will scare...
But, finally we found the place to parking...
Yeah Hoo~~~~
Shopping Shopping Shopping...
Wakaka...


After shop, dinner time....
Money finish le lo... Eat wat a???
KFC...
kekez...
Fast food...Woo La Laa....I like it!!


Like tat nia...1 day time is going to end soon...
Fast nia...
Bo lat liao... Tired~~
In the car... Never forget to take pics...lolx



( The day is dark alr... Last pic for the day.... Muacksss )




Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Can I Trust U Again??


Today is the worst day i ever had...
I m so so so sad...
This had make me moodless for whole day
even my frens thought me fall sick cos see my pale face
Today morning i told my bf bout my the problem i had face yesterday n i m really sad..
Haiz..dono how to say...
The person i m angrying is his best fren...
I m angrying of his no respect, din think of ppl feeling..
How to call him as a gentleman leh???
Totally disappointed...
Fren for so long... 4 years...
Truthly, i alr treat him as 1 of my closest fren...
How could he did this to me??
Did him ever think of my feeling??
M i not a girl exceptof his own gf only??
Haiz...
Dono how many times i cried for today...
Eyes also red red le..like gold fish ah neh...
Cham...


Fren, Can I Trust U Again??


Later wanna go watch movie..
Hope tat will repair my mood for today...










Wednesday, June 10, 2009

You Took My Heart Away



Staring at the moon so blue

Turning all my thoughts to you

I was without hopes or dreams

I tried to dull an inner scream but you

saw me through


Walking on a path of air

See your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone

you take my hand to guide me home and now

I'm in love


 You took my heart away

when my whole world was gray

You gave me everything

and a little bit more

And when it's cold at night

and you sleep by my side

you become the meaning of my life


Living in a world so cold

you are there to warm my soul

You came to mend a broken heart

You gave my life a brand new start and now

I'm in love


 You took my heart away

when my whole world was gray

You gave me everything

and a little bit more

And when it's cold at night

and you sleep by my side

you become the meaning of my life


Holding your hand

I won't fear tomorrow

Here were we stand

we'll never be alone

迟来的真相

昨天去当朋友的头发model。。。
帮助他考试。。。
原本金可色的头发
染了红紫色。。
还不错吧!!嘻嘻!
我还蛮喜欢的。。
今天到学校去。。
同学们都吓到了,又染了头发。。
因为我觉得啊,该是时候换换颜色了嘛!^^

可是,另一头。。。
昨天,发现了一年前的真相。。。
当我听到时
真的没办法相信。。。
同时也感到一点点的伤心
只怪真相来得太迟了。。。
怎么这样啊。。。
嗨。。。心情复杂哦!

不想那么多了。。。
反正谁会是我这辈子的那一个他。。。是跑不掉的嘛!
跑得掉的就不是他了啊。。
我相信。。 
有缘再相遇吧。。。缘分!